Saturday, September 25, 2004
*nurul
dang. i cant remember wad it was dat i wanted to blog about. GAH. curse the disease of SHORT TERM MEMORY. blearghh. oh nevermind. forgeddit. when i recall wad it was, i shall come to blog again.
yesterday was a wonderful wonderful wonderful day out with my dear bestie! the two of us agreed to meet at 2. but in the end, trust us to be late. i was late and she was also late till our meeting time was dragged to 245. =/ did the usuals of neos and blah blah. went scouting for lady-in-me-day outfit too. it was really great to just spend the day shoppin` with her. wad more she could distract me. (: we talked a great deal. about alot of stuff. by the time i got home, i was so whacked. we were on our feet the whole day. i lurfe my bestie so muchhhh. and i really really mean it. -beams
right now i'm just waiting for the weekend to end. EURGH. i use to dread for mondays to come. today i cant wait for monday to come. cuz i get to see the two special pple in my life and also its gonna be a blast on monday. why cant the weekend endddddd. -whines. blearghh. HAHA.
tooooodles babehh.
Monday, September 20, 2004
*nurul
actually i have very much resolved everything to fate.
we lose and gain things everyday.
items, memorandums, friends
looking around at the pple around me...
looking at myself in fact........
we've lost a lot of things before.
things dat were dearest to our hearts.
friends included.
looking from when i was in preschool to where i am now.
i've been around so many people.
made so many friends.
although most have drifted off.
what with us being on different wavelengths.
i cant deny that some of them has left lasting memories with me.
and i realised that if it is meant to last, it will.
no matter what.
if we drifted.... we cant do anything.
but to just let it be.
cuz dere's really nothing we can do about it.
thats why i said,
i've learnt to just leave everything to fate.
the tighter you try to hold on to someone, the faster you lose that person.
and dat is why i've learnt not to get so attached to anyone anymore.
just in case......
just in case dat one day we were fated to part.
to each and every person who has come into my life and became a friend:
although we rarely talk now, although we rarely meet now, i just wanna say that i'm grateful and blessed for your presence at any point of time. thankeww.